I bet sometimes you feel like this tree. I was walking in Washington state near Pullman, Washington one night and I saw this tree out in the middle of nowhere. Alone. All alone. It had nothing near by but wheat fields. Miles and fucking miles of wheat fields. I had to snap a photo of this. Old camera, so pic is grainy. Click for 1800 wide if you want.

You ever feel like this tree?  Sure you’re surrounded by others but it’s not really the same thing. They’re different. They don’t get it. They don’t get you. Not like another tree would at least. (so should have typo’d wood instead. lolol)

I have felt like this tree more times than I can count in life. On occasion, I still do. It has nothing to do with B, or my family, or my friends for that matter. I’m sure you can relate and I’m sure B feels this way too on occasion. Sometimes, we all feel like nobody gets it. It sucks ass doesn’t it? We take the weight of the world head on and we hope we survive it. We’re all so strong, but at the same time, we’re totally not.

Often, we’re our own worst enemies. I know this is certainly true of myself. I took a toll of the ways I have changed since B and I moved from friendship to dating.. we’ve been together now over 4 years. I cannot get over how different I am. She’s evolved me and hopefully I’ve evolved her as well.

B is my rock. Words cannot express how much she means to me.

I am still not tired, but I reaaaaaly need to go to bed. My stomach was fucked earlier, had an upset tummy for the past 2 or 3 days.. but it’s going away finally. It’s 3:46am and Jack will be waking in about six hours, expecting me to take him outside. B often takes him too so maybe she will spring from bed with enthusiasm and I’ll be spared the morning pee patrol. If not, so be it.

I think we’re going to CostCo today to buy some fruit. Maybe update our membership from regular to muthafuckin PIMP mode, yo. Yeah, encrusted jewels on that shit. What up.

Okay world, time for sleepy…er… umm.. time.

My favorite GnR song of all time. I love most of Guns and Roses’ music.. but this song.. yes

I used to skate to Metallica. Master of the Puppets was my fav cd. This song wasn’t on Master of the Puppets but it’s easily my fav Metallica song. Hope you like.

This song is awesome. I can’t relate with it fortunately.. but it still made me think, this shit is different, gotta get it out there…

Cee Lo Green – Fuck You.

I saw this a long time back.. this tattoo is def. a little over the top.

I tend to try and stray from posting things about religion because well, some of you are religious. Differing degrees, I understand. I am not one to say you’re wrong, I am right or you’re batshit crazy and I am sane. No, that’s not my style.

I saw this though… it made me think; where do we draw the line? I mean, if we’re supposed to follow ‘the good book’, where do we decide which version we follow? Which ‘laws’ do we listen to and which ones do we ignore because they’re just silly?

I’m not religious, I was raised with freedom of choice as the mainstay and I’m pretty pleased. You can feel sorry for me if that makes you sleep better. I don’t judge you, you don’t judge me, it’s a nice little relationship we got going on. After all, maybe you’re right and I’m wrong? what if that was the case? daaaamn

I wonder why we’re not supposed to talk about religion? Why not compare notes on this topic? I’m open if you want to discuss things. To each their own though, no bad mouthing others. Even the batshit crazy ones.