You ever have one of those days where you just want to escape life? Shit isn’t going the way it should, things are coming out wrong, work sucks, you’re not on your A game. You just seriously want to be the five year old that lay on the floor and kick your legs because they’re tired, cranky and pissed the fuck off. The world, suckith and you want everyone to know. Well, at least your Mom so she can give you sugar, take care of you, whatever.
Sure you’ve had these days, we all do.
Today… well, Monday at least… was my day. I was faaaaackin useless. My right hand/writs was sore and I was having issues holding the D700 while shooting Ava. I ended up calling the shoot after *ONE* set was done and to be honest, that one set was shit. Ava was beautiful as always, but me… no, I was not on my game. I think it’s a good thing when you’re having one of these days, to call a spade a spade, admit it and close up shop. Hit the ol’ rest button and reschedule or do whatever the hell you need to do to get back into form.
I was having a shitty day, yeah, but life goes on. My life is pretty fucking awesome, I have a girlfriend that is the most amazing woman, seriously my life raft in an ocean of uncertainty. It’s nice to have an equal. She fucking rocks and she’s designing one bad ass condo… yeah, you go on witcha bad self.
Bryci snapped this behind the scenes pic of myself shooting Ava Dawn from Avadawn.com..
Excuse my tattoo… it’s not quite done yet. The artist drew out the outline, started to color it in but still has more to go of course, I am back there a week from today to continue with the shading/filling in. Once the entire arm is done, all sides… it comes up on to my shoulder blade, over my shoulder, on to my neck as well. Once 150% complete… I’ll let it sit awhile before starting phase two which will be the filling in of the skin color in between the tribal… of what you ask? Fucking daisies. Awesome flowers of joy with friends names in them. Maybe the word fuck in multiple languages. Maybe your Mom’s phone number. I haven’t decided yet.
I will wait at least a year or two though before going to phase two, fully awesome. I’d rather wait and be sure then go get some monkey fucking a football and then later be like… jesus christ on a stick, I sooo should have gotten a leprechaun riding a dolphin with a spiked collar. Damn it.
<note to self>
Stupid unicorns. Never get a unicorn.
</note to self>
aaaand I’m outty. sleep time. Thing I need sleep? 
Did I mention my day?
wheeeeeeee
