It’s weird how life can change from one moment to the next. One day you think you know who you are, where you’re going, sort of what the game plan is. The next moment, you might be on the outside looking in. Your life has changed, you were the last person to find out. It happens more often than you’d you’d think. People aren’t always what they appear to be and sadly those closest to you are just as likely to fuck you over than those you just met.

Not everyone of course is like this. I had a good friend that I once considered my best friend betray my friendship by stealing money from me, not on one occasion but on many. I always suspected something… but I didn’t know until I set up a surveillance webcam. I caught him red handed, and since that day, things changed. It was really a shock, because I thought this guy was a brother from a different mother. I never saw it coming.

I’ve seen friends betray their friendships to others by telling secrets that were meant to be kept private. I’ve seen people cheat on the boyfriend or girlfriend. I’ve seen a lot of shitty things, and yeah, after awhile you start to think… what the fuck, is everyone messed up? Why am I not doing this shit? Am I supposed to go cheat on Bryci so I can be cool like the others? I don’t fucking think so.

Am I supposed to steal from my best friend because it happened to me? Again, not a chance. I’m better than that.

Maybe I was just raised better then these fucking idiots, I don’t know. I’m not perfect by any means, I’m damaged goods just like all of us think we are. Some of the shit I have seen others do, I’d never do. It’s not who I am.

I often wonder if I should post the webcam videos of my ex best friend stealing from me, but what would that accomplish? I’d be outing him as a thief for future friends of this guy? Meh, why bother. Not my problem. Karma will deal with him.

I came across the video recently that’s where this post came from btw

I am happy for the changes life has brought my way to be honest. The path has brought me to where I am today and I haven’t been happier. B is amazing to me, but if you’ve read the blog, you know this already.

Have you ever had a friend double cross you or let out your secret? Maybe steal from you, maybe it was an ex that cheated on you. I think we’ve all experienced shitty people in our lives. It sucks but what can ya do? I mean, I could go forward thinking the world is out to fuck me, but then I’d be missing out on a lot of things in life. I’d be so closed off, waiting for shit to happen, that I’d miss the great things right in front of me.

No, I’d rather move forward with an optimistic view that people are good on the whole, some suck balls but not all. Not most. It makes more sense for me to be this way, it also makes me a lot more happy.

Think cupcakes with sprinkles. How the fuck can you not be smiling right now? See? it was/is easy to smile. So screw the people that fucked ya over. Forget those losers, because in short, that’s pretty much what they are. They lost your trust and they lost your friendship.

Jesus, I really should be a motivational coach. wtf is this blabber.

Time to go shower, get this Bowflex sweat off me.. get ready to set up the shoots for the day.

Smile, and the world smiles along with you. People are just mirrors after all.