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04/10/10 COMMENTS 2

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Christopher Nolan is overseeing the new Superman movie. This is not news. What is news, Zack Snyder was announced as director. They are aiming for a Dec 2012 release and with Nolan producing, you can expect it’s going to be good.

David Goyer is scripting the movie and the villain… General ZOD.

Hell yes I am excited.

Come to me, son of Jor-El! Kneel before Zod!

This is truly SUPer new (terrible, I know) and yeah, I am pumped. I was worried they’d stop making Superman movies and well, considering it’s the largest superhero franchise of all time, even outselling Batman.. they NEED to take another shot at it, don’t they?

Would have been great to hear Nolan was writing, directing etc but he’s far too busy with the follow up to Dark Knight, tentatively called This can’t possibly outsell Dark Knight.

Yeah, comic movies are here to stay. I’m ok with this.

I hate my mirror

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So one of the reasons my blog became popular with some is because I don’t generally mince words. I’m pretty open, pretty blunt. I don’t much give a fuck if someone likes me or not, I write for me. I do things to get them out of my head, as if I am seeing a shrink (you) and it’s sooo much cheaper than $200/hour. Ya know?

Some guys see my blogs and think… wow, you’re a fag.

They think this because they themselves feel it’s lame to be honest about shit publicly. Not sure if they’re young or just insecure. I’m pretty secure about life, who I am etc. The only areas I am not happy with are the same areas most people are not pleased. Physically.

I have a great body or so Bryci tells me. I have lost some of my size if I am being honest with myself. I have not been working out, I haven’t been eating properly. I haven’t been drinking my waters, taking my supplements etc. Why? Fuck if I know. I want to tell you it’s because of this or that but bottom line, it’d be bullshit excuses. At some point you have to own your errors. You have to be able to see where you’re fucking up before you can change things.

I get out of the shower, and like you, I take inventory. What do I like, what do I want to work on. Sometimes, like you, I have skinny days or days I feel like I can see the progress from working out etc. Thing is, as I just wrote, I haven’t been hitting the gym/food/water… so when I go to take inventory, for the most part.. yeah, I see things I want to be different.

I’m starting to get angry at myself. I am starting to say.. dude.. wtf is wrong with you? B thinks I am being too hard on myself. Like I said, I am not overweight, I am not fat, I have decent muscle mass.. it’s just not where I want to be. Not who I want to be. Make sense?

I have to believe at least one of you reading this can relate with me. Maybe most of you can, not sure. All I know is this; the only thing stopping me from being better, is me. ME. Not some excuse. Not my sleeping schedule, my shooting schedule, my food intake. ME ME ME.

I’m fucking tired of making excuses. I am tired of looking in the mirror and thinking.. have I lost an inch around my arms? Is my chest as large as it was? Am I gaining weight here? I know I am being stupid in the big picture. I know some people are 50 pounds overweight, they have reason to have rough days if they chose to have rough days.. these people are really overweight, I know I am not.

I stand 6’0 actually 5’11.5.. so I round up.. short person thing I guess.

I weigh 180 pounds, but my body fat percentage is higher then I want it to be. According to fitness levels, I am right in the normal category. I don’t feel that way.

I think I might start 15 in 21 again. I need to jump start myself because right now, holy shit I am not happy. Am I being vain? Sure. I don’t see anything wrong with wanting to be the best version of yourself though do you? When I was younger, this shit was easy, but once you get older, your body isn’t creating the same amount of testosterone and as such, it is more difficult to drop weight, streamline your frame.

I’m just tired of being frustrated with simple things that are well within my reach to change. I am not sure if you agree with me, maybe you feel the same way.. it suckin fucks but hey, at the end of the day all we can do is kick ourselves in the ass and get things going.

I’ll keep ya updated. :)

Keep fuckin that chicken

02/10/10 COMMENTS 1

This is awesome. Check the look on the female’s face…

Wrapola

02/10/10 COMMENTS 0

Talia Shepard has left the building! shootin 

Well, tomorrow she goes home. It’s Friday night as I type this.. technically Sat morning I guess.. 12:49am

We just finished working with Talia earlier today for the week and it’s been a crazy whirl-wind of shooting, videos, xbox, junk food, having guys look at me like they hate my fucking guts because I’m out with two busty brunette goddesses.. umm… yup, that about covers it.

No joke, if you saw how guys look at me when I am out with Bryci alone, that is comical… add Talia to the mix and I’m pretty sure they think I must be a millionaire because otherwise, how the fuck would I have these two beautiful women with me?

That’s the thing about us guys, we need to be able to justify things to ourselves so we feel better about life. Not all guys, but a lot of guys… hell, if I was out and I saw a relatively normal looking guy with these two, I’d figure either related, rich as fuck or he’s packing a python. I know, sad but hey, guys are fairly simple.. we round things out to simple answers.

Truth, I am not related, I am rich, I have TWO pythons. (blessed at birth, what can I say.. don’t make me prove it, your screen isn’t large enough) I’m kidding, jesus, calm down. Can’t a guy make a dual penis joke without you getting your panties in a knot? :)

So one of my favorite shows from today’s shooting..

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I resized this from the full 4000 pixel size member only version to a desktop size of 2560 x 1600 (my screens are this resolution, thus why it’s this size). Click here a 2560 x 1600 pixel version of the image above. Of course if you want the full 4000 pixel wide version and every pic we shoot.. join bryci.com or taliashepard.com

We just got back from dinner at Boston Pizza, damn.. sooo full. Now I am pondering kicking Talia’s ass at Xbox 360, Mortal Kombat versus DC Universe. We played last night, she kicked my ass a little, I kicked hers a little. Girl got game! B was sleeping so maybe tonight she’ll get in on the gaming!

Hope you had a great Friday night everyone!

BTS

Talia and Bryci

01/10/10 COMMENTS 0

A blog the ladies did before we shot today. Damn hot if you ask me :)

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